Nothing new

I have nothing new to report, life has been boring lately. Well, not boring, but boring on the dating front. I haven't met anyone new. I'm wondering if I should change the name of my blog to "A Drought In San Diego". ;)

Something New

This coming weekend I'm excited to report that I'm trying something new. Venturing out of my little social bubble. I'm going to a "Pimp-N-Ho" party in Mission Beach. I have some friends that go every year, and a couple more friends that are going for the first time like I am. I am rollin' pimp-less, as I am currently pimp-less. However, I am pretty excited to go to something I normally wouldn't go to. Wish me luck!

It's been a little while

Wow! October 7th already and I don't really have anything to report on the sating front. I had such a great weekend though.
Friday night I went to Oktoberfest with my dad, brothers, and some friends. It was kind of boring after a little while and with the crowds it was really hard to keep everyone together. I accidentally called my friend from high school who I haven't talked to in a long time when I was trying to call my best friends husband (both start with C - one click away in my phone). I ended up going to hang out with the friend from high school and playing pool with him and his friends at Society's in PB. I had a lot of fun with them.
Saturday morning I woke up early and drove up to Manhattan Beach. Oh. My. God. It was beautiful up there. I've never been, and I absolutely loved it!
Today was a great day too. Got up watched some football, took a shower, watched some football, took a nap, watched some more football. Great Sunday!
Meanwhile, I still have a crush on Brent and Kurt kept texting me this weekend eventhough I wasn't texting back.

The end of September

As the last night of September draws to a close I find myself reflecting upon the happenings of the last month or so. Yesterday, I went to Irvine with some friends to the Jimmy Buffett show. My friend decided to take it upon herself to play matchmaker. I ended up giving my number to a guy who we were partying with in the parking lot, he wanted to come up to the lawn and find us. He called, but then he cut out, so he never found us. I didn't care, in all reality, I didn't really want him to come up, I was having a blast without him there and I didn't want him to come complicate things.
Today I got a text message from said guy, "Sorry, my phone died". I text him back and said that it was okay. He wrote back and asked "What are you doing tonight?" I didn't respond.

Feeling bad... kinda

Things with Ray have finally fizzled out I think. I haven't seen him in a while, but I had spoken to him a couple times last week. He called on Friday while I was at the Padres game, so I didn't get the call. Saturday I was at Street Scene, so I didn't call him back until Sunday. He hasn't called me back, so I guess that's that? Which is fine. I didn't really want to handle it that way. I wanted to tell him that I wasn't really interested in dating anyone right now. I didn't want to leave things this way... Poor guy, he was nothing but sweet to me and I didn't want things as much as he did, that's all.

Meanwhile, Brent and I have started a mild flirtation again. It's fun, I like it, I always have. He asked me about the Flower Guy yesterday. I said he was out. I got a pretty funny look that I couldn't read. When he asked what happened I told him nothing, it just wasn't there. And then I got another funny look. Who knows!

Late night thoughts

Yesterday my ex popped up online. He said hi and told me he had gone back to New York for Rosh Hashanah. I got to thinking about things. It's sort of a bad habit of mine. He recently got two kittens. Who watched them while he was out of town? Then it hit me as I sat and watched "Gray's Anatomy", if we had stayed together, I bet I would have been the person watching those kittens. I got mad for a second, thinking of all of the trips he had left me behind on, never getting an invitation to go back East to meet his family. But then, it hit me. I made the right decision! I chose to step away because I realized that I was not what he wanted, and more importantly I realized that he was not what I wanted. I didn't want to be with someone that didn't want to include me in his life like I included him (or at least tried).
I'm glad. It put me at peace to have this reiterated.

I got a happy feeling this morning

Why? Because Fall is here! I was cool last night, snuggled up under my covers (alone, and loving it). This morning I came out and my brother had "NFL Countdown" on. When I went and got a bagel at Einstein Bros. they have their "autumn blend" coffee out. It's Autumn in San Diego, and I couldn't be happier about it.