Exes

Today my ex- and I started talking on an instant message, it was fine. Just light and silly. No biggie. Then things got a little heavier, and then even heavier. By the time lunch rolled around I was fired up. I took a walk to pick up lunch, and vented to some friends, and started to feel a little better. He's supposed to call me tonight to finish our conversation - can't wait....
He seems to be under the impression that there is something to work out.

Oh yea, and he was surprised by the fact that we broke up. How could he be surprised that we broke up when it so obviously wasn't going anywhere? He made damn sure of that...

He said "I didn't know that stuff was hurting you until it was too late"

Really? You really thought it was okay to go to a wedding on NYE without me and that it wouldn't hurt my feelings? That it was okay to go on all these trips without me? With no inkling of an invite?

This is the same as last time, he thinks he wants me back, he thinks we had it so good. He had it good, I was a good girlfriend. If I was so important to him maybe he should have been a little nicer, a little more considerate. He had ample opportunity.

Here's the kicker, here's where it gets nice and twisted. Remember how I said that Brent stopped in to tell me that he saw my ex? Well, they were at a mutual friend's bachelor party, had a couple of beers and chatted. I'm sure Brent got an awesomely sad story about how much my ex misses me, and how great things were. Brent kept telling him, that he was sure we could work it out. WHAT? He barely knows either one of us and definitely did not know how are relationship was.
Guess what? Things weren't that great, and regardless of what he says or thinks, me and him getting back together - not a chance. I've already been down that road once. It's too exhausting. I can't do it again.