Kurt and I had a big long arduous talk today. It sucked. I hate talking about things, and defining things and it sucked.
I like hanging out with him. I want to hang out with him. But he wants to date me and kiss me and God knows what else! I told him I don't want to lead him on and that I can't promise that anything even will happen in the future. Why does everyone want to talk about everything? Why can't we just let things go, let them be? Does everything have to be so defined?
I told him I don't like that when we have a couple of drinks we end up making out. I need to stick to my guns or not. There's not really a half way in between. Not for us. He likes me too much for there to be a halfway between.
We're friends. He says he's cool with that, so we'll see hopefully we can hang out.
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