Double Uh-Oh

Friday my brother asked me if I wanted to join him and some of his co-worker friends for happy hour at Rock Bottom Brewery down the street from our house. DUH! Happy hour is my favorite hour, why would I say no to that? I also called up Ray to see if he wanted to join us as well. He jumped at the opportunity. It was fun at Rock Bottom, but I'm not a big fan of their beers or their food really so I just had some wings, my brother and his girlfriend were about to leave around 6:30 and I didn't want to just hang out with his co-workers so Ray and I left also. We went to Turf Club down in Golden Hill! I haven't been their in ages it seems and Ray had never been there. We got there and there was about a 30 minute wait for a table so we sat and talked over a few beers. He's so sweet, and the more I talk to him, the more I like him. We found out even more little things that we seem to have in common. That happens pretty much every time we hang out though.
Saturday was our planned day. He came up with his friend/roommate and we went to my best friend's house to hang out there before the races. We sat around with my best friend's husband and his friends, drank beers and watch the Padres while we waited for others to show up. We walked over to the races, drank some beers, watched the ponies and hung out with the boys. It was a really good time! I ended up saying something to Ray about my potty mouth, and just said "your girl has an awful mouth" or something to that effect and he jumped on it. He asked me if he could call me his "girl" officially. I wasn't saying that at all, but I don't mind the idea of it. I really like hanging out with him, he's super sweet, a great kisser, so I told him he could if he wanted to. So, he kissed me and I supposed I have a boyfriend! Ray ended up staying the night and it was great. We laid in each others arms, we kissed, we didn't take it any further, I'm not ready to actually, and he didn't even try for it. He really is a gentleman to me. He says things to me, and I actually believe him. It's been a long time since I've had this sort of feeling about someone. Just laying in his arms makes me smile. Looking in his eyes scares me and makes me smile and makes my heart jump all at once. I'm happy! I just hope I don't get too scared and freak out about things.