Weekend in Review

Saturday with Ray: He picked me up at 7, he got out, told me I looked nice and then opened the door for my side of the truck. I got really nervous as I was walking out, but I hopped up into the truck and we were off. We went to Sushi Ota, a sushi joint in PB. It was great, we talked and ate some sushi for a little over two hours. We jumped back into the truck and we were off to the Catamaran to catch the Bahia Belle. As we're waiting, we were talking, and joking, and laughing, and having a great time. We caught word that the Belle was sold out, so we had to find a new destination. We went to Jose's Court Room. It was busy, and a good mixed crowd. We had a couple more beers and talked and laughed some more. My cheeks hurt from laughing so much that night. It was a really good time. He took me home and asked if he could walk me to my door. He was a total gentlemen. Walked me to my door and I invited him in, and we sat on the couch and talked some more. He was so sweet. We kissed and he told me that he had been wanting to do that for "about 6 months now". I walked him out and kissed him goodnight (even in my heels I still had to stand on my toes to reach him) he asked me when he could call me, if tomorrow was too soon. I told him he could call me tomorrow.

Sunday with Brent: I wore a sundress and flip flops since he said to dress casual. I showed up at a couple minutes before 4 and ordered a beer. A Yellowtail to be precise. Started to drink and I was just sitting waiting when Brent showed up. He came over and said hello and kissed me on the cheek. I was so nervous. After all, I only had the hots for this man since I first met him way back in October. He asked if I played pool, I told him I can, it's fun, but that I wasn't very good at it. He too ordered a Yellowtail, and we went into the bar and played a couple rounds of pool. He proceeded to tell me that he went out with a friend of his the night before and "guess who I ran into?" he asked. I rolled my eyes and asked if he went out in PB. He said yes, and immediately I knew he was talking about my ex. He nodded and said he started to feel a little guilty when he saw him, especially when he introduced Brent to his friend as "the guy that works down the hall from Lily". I asked "are you kidding me? That's who you are to him? The guy that works down the hall from me? That's it?" I told him that I didn't feel like I owed my ex anything and that he and I were not going to get back together. We moved on from me getting my ass kicked twice at pool to a table. We continued to talk and flirt and talk some more. He asked me to come over to his side of the table. Of course I went. He started to touch my leg and caress my back, and then - he kissed me. It sort of caught me off guard. I wasn't expecting it, not then, not there. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't objecting, I was a willing participant. Three beers deep I went to the restroom, when I came back he had already asked for the bill. He paid the bill and asked me if I'd walk him to his car, I immediately said "Depends on where you're parked." I'm such a smart ass sometimes! He sort of chuckled and said he was "right out here". We went out and he was parked on the same street as me. He said "Oh then you can drive me to my car!" Okay, so hop in, I'll give you a ride Brent. We got in my car and I asked which one was his, and how far I needed to go up. He pointed back and said "that one". Of course! The Expedition! He has three sons, what else would he drive?! Oh god. I pull over to let him out and he says that he was glad he came out and met up with me, I said that I was too and we kissed again. He said he wanted a hug, I leaned over my center console and with my seat belt restraining me, tried to hug him. It just wasn't working so I said that I wanted a real hug and hopped out of the car to meet him on the sidewalk for a hug and of course a kiss. He just sat in the passenger seat and said "come here, give me a hug then." I came in, sat on his lap, wrapped my arms around him and kissed him some more. He's so hot, and while I wanted to do more than just kiss this guy, I didn't want things to go much further right then and there. He kissed me on the lips and worked his way down my neck onto my chest and said that he wanted to feel my "B's". I through my head back with a smirk on my face and said "I bet you do!" He kissed me some more and went in to peek at my "B's". I pulled away slightly and he asked me "If it was him or where we were?" I said that it was because it was now, basically, I didn't want to take it any further right then. Which was a lie. I wanted to rip his clothes off, right then, right there. On that side street in La Jolla, in the daylight with bar patrons walking by. I don't know why, but I am so hot for this 43 year old man. So hot. He got out of my car, got in his dad-mobile and drove off.
Tomorrow will be interesting to see Ray and Brent, and to see how things are and what will be done and said. I didn't think this far ahead, but now I'm anxious to see what will become of this, and how close these two guys really are. We shall see! As for now, I have Brent on the brain and a guilty feeling about Ray.