Monday at the office

When Brent finally rolled into work this morning he did a nice little double take and gave me a quick "Hey Lily" and kept on walking. I returned the hello and couldn't do anything but smile from ear to ear.
About 30 minutes later Ray came into my office to make our Monday delivery. He was nervous to go back to my bosses office. He knew he was about to get hassled. He came back out with a smile on his face, and said "He remembers my name now." He asked me if I had heard about a Micro Brew Fest going on at the race track this weekend. I said I did, and that my friend's husband had just e-mailed a group of us and that I thought I was going to go with them. He said that he had mentioned it to some of his friends too and that they were going to go. I said that we would have to meet up. He said "definitely" and that he would talk to me later.
At the end of the day Brent was walking by my office, and peeked in to check out if it was safe for him to come in and talk to me. There was no one around so he stopped in with a grin on his face. He asked how my day was. And then asked, with a smirk if I had a good weekend. I said "Yea, it was good!" and gave out a little chuckle. I asked him how his was as he started to step away from the door way. He said "It was okay!" "Just okay?" I shouted after him. He popped his head around the door and said "I'm just teasin'!" With that he took off.

I've got it bad for Brent for sure. I was talking with a girlfriend of mine today about him. She asked me what I wanted from him. If I was just interested in him because of the sexual attraction, or if there was something else there. I didn't know how to answer. I like him, he's a nice man, he funny, and fun, and intelligent. I definitely think he is handsome, and am so attracted to him. But is this a sexual thing? I wonder if that's all this is... I'm back in my head again. And he hasn't even asked me out again. All this thinking and it may all be for nothing! On that note, I have some more thinking to do and I think the best place to do this is in my bed!